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That is sad right? I really pity on him actually. I never thought that I saw him at Dataran Pahlawan on Thursday was the last time in my life. ;( So yesterday after my motor JPJ test I went to work. At night, I received a message from TeckSeng - "News: a 18years old boy had been killed by a 17years old boy and his gang at semabok, melaka. " Then, I showed it to Fatt and both boh of us shaking our heads. Who knows, while going back to home SokPing told Fatt that the one who die was AhBoy. Fatt and I got a shock. Feel sad about it. How was him in my opinion? He's quite nice actually. Because of that girl he was killed by the youths, it was really not worth for it! The criminals are cruel! They don't even have human nature or human law in their life, I wonder how could they do that, that was such a stupid act! What the heck they were thinking about huh? You know you all are cruel, idiot, stupid, frigginggg stupid. Moreover, they thought they did nothing wrong with that as in they still can smile at the camera. My god, just feel like smack them down on the floor, slap them and smash them! Is it got no laws or rules in this world??? Well, I just hope that the judge will think wisdom and do something on them for YEARS! They should punish by the God.

I'm scared, I feel so insecure. :S We, humans don't know what will happen next, what will happen tomorrow; who is going to run out out of my life again? I already lost 2, I don't want that anymore. Trying to be strong but we humans always can't do that. Is it the weakness that everyone has? But still I understand this is our own fates and we can't fight against the fate. Ling asks me "Would you end up your own life if one day I leave you?" I just smiling and say I don't know. Frankly, for me I will do if I can't think the right way to pull myself out of this problem. He says" You don't scared me. It means you would do that? If yes then you gotta think properly." So I was thinking just now. He's right, I still young and I got lots of things haven't do. I haven't finish my study, I haven't find the job that I wish I was in, I haven't bring my family go for vacation, I haven't marry, I haven't make sex, I haven't pregnant, I haven't born a child, haven't travel around the world, I haven't buy my dream car and so on. Wow, I haven't to lots of stuff. So if one day he really leave me, I might just need some time to chill out or stress out with that. I'm the CHEERFUL & OPTIMISTIC one! *smile makes problem go away*

p.s: Boy, rest in peace~

Labels: personal life, sad